Goodbye Sunshine, Hello %@*&!

I love laying in bed when the fall sunshine is peeking through the windows. I'm sad to even think that it is on it's way out, and I am not looking forward to winter. It's cold outside, and it's my day off... At least I can use that as an excuse to just lay here. Truth is, I can barely cope just laying down these days. I'm nervous as my mystery symptoms that started in 2001 have returned. After 6 months of testing and experimenting, 5 different doctors, and a car acccident, there were never any answers but luckily everything just returned to normal. So, why is it back? I'm exhausted, I'm disoriented and I'm irritated. I just want to be well, and feel good. I don't want to go through this again...WTF!? I don't know what to do...